Lacking inspiration

I feel like I've been lacking any sort of creativity lately. I don't feel inclined to design beautiful, complex stories or feelings in my head. I don't know why but it's making me sad. It's not that I'm depressed, because I'm far from. I guess there aren't many fantastic things happening everyday. 

Scratch that.

Everyday is beautiful. I smile. I laugh. I enjoy myself. I am surrounded by beautiful people. I wake up every morning, wanting to go back to bed but then I realize that I'd rather be awake to experience every moment I can. Life moves too fast to sleep it away (... no matter how tired we are) or waste time. I guess when everyday seems to be fabulous, I don't notice the crappy stuff so much. Life is easier when I'm happy... isn't that convenient? ha ha.... It's like that cliche saying "It only takes 17 muscles to smile and 43 muscles to frown." It's so true! We might not notice it, but it's seriously less work to be happy! The small trials don't even phase me. I'm trying to be more patient. I'm trying to accept and love others because that's how I want to be treated. I believe that everything happens for a reason. There's no such thing as luck or fate. I also believe in karma. What goes around comes around.. so make sure you're sending a smile and kinds words around... it's a pleasant surprise when it comes smiling back to you.

That was definitely mind vomit. I haven't been posting much lately or even writing in my journal. I just wanted to get some of that craziness out. So, it turns out, the small things that often irritated me easily seem to be disappearing. (Don't get me wrong, I'm still really irritable and need to work on A LOT... but everyday is another step to becoming better. As long as I'm better than I was yesterday, there's not much else to worry about.)

Food for thought: "I'm sick of all the day to day crap, but I know in the end, it's all of that crap that will make life worth it." (from my beautiful, thoughtful BFF Abbi Liddell)

Also, to anyone that's reading this, I want to tell you some things. And I hope you never forget them. 

You are beautiful. You are important. Things will happen when they are supposed to; don't rush life. You will get what you deserve, even if you feel unlucky at moments. Don't worry about the "haters." They are only jealous. Stay strong; don't give up. Never, ever, ever quit fighting. Don't let stupid things get under your skin. Don't die hesitating; act now, get what you want. Now. Now is the time. 

*Happy Birthday to this inspirational man*

Stay beautiful, my lovelies. 

xoxo

kylee jean