Why.

I just don't understand why people are so mean...

Like, really. Please give me another dirty look. What did I ever do to you? I don't mean to rage and this is kind of an oxymoron because I'm being mean about people being mean. But really, why can't we all just get along and say and do nice things. I think that would be lovely.

at the end of the day...

life is...

sometimes i don't realize

i tried to come up with something catchy or creative to start this, but i'm just going to be real. i am SO lucky and blessed to have the family and friends that i do. i take them for granted every day and often times forget to thank them for the love that they show me. i truly love the family that the Lord has blessed me with. they are crazy and uncontrollable but some of the greatest people you will ever meet. i've recently been reminded that not every one is so fortunate to have a whole family. 

my dad is the coolest, funniest, strongest man in the world. please don't try to argue me on that. i can't even describe how unbelievably fantastic he is. i would die without this guy in my life!

my mother is my very best friend. she is also one of the funniest and strongest ladies i know. what i would do without her amazing example of motherhood and a hard worker is a question i'd rather not answer.

davidson is also one of my very closest friends. i constantly find myself with a sore stomach and cheeks from laughing so hard when we hang out (if he's in a good mood, of course.) anyone would be lucky to know him and be his friend.

wesley is someone that i look up to greatly. he is the wittiest twelve-year-old i've ever met. he's a champ with the ladies and i wish i was as talented and athletic as he is. he's going to go far in life.

as for my best friends... i could go on for days. i hope that they know how truly grateful i am for their undying friendship and support. i could ask these people for anything and i know they'd help me in a heartbeat. what gems they are. 

(abbi liddell, hailey fonda, mary dowden, mckel woodbury, kenzie bailey, dallin bristol)

so basically, i am the luckiest girl and surrounded by some of the greatest people that you will ever meet (if you get the chance to meet them.) today i am thankful for good company and i hope they know that i love them with all of my heart. 

i'm baaack

hello dears, i'm going to try this out again. one year older and hopefully wiser. i thought about trying to recap the past year and a half but i've done and learned way too much to possibly fit it on here. just know that it's been exciting with ups and downs! 

the main reason that i am trying this out again is because, as scary as it feels to me, i only have nine months left at home. i will be moving up to logan, utah and attending utah state university; major: undecided. although, i'm considering business or creative writing/english. hopefully i figure it out. as for now, i'm going to live every single day like i might not have tomorrow. 

i fall in love with life everyday, even if i don't necessarily appear that way. 

a quote by c.s. lewis that i came across the other day has got me thinking. 

"isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back everything is different."

this is quite true. i look back at my previous blog posts from when i was fifteen and i feel like i sound so silly and young, but i don't think i've changed all that much. i do hope i've grown up and matured more. so now, i'm seventeen and it's bittersweet. i don't want my life to change entirely but i'm SO excited to grow up and see a completely different part of life. 

have a lovely night. 

xoxo 

kylee jean